I need more Dylan O’Brien on my dash 11-12/?
#Dear diary #today I went to threaten Scott’s best friend to help me #and he made me try on shirts #I know that doesn’t sound like a big deal when you write it down #but it was in front of a stranger #and the only one that fit was all colorful #you know I can’t wear colors diary #my wardrobe has to be black and gray like my soul #frowny face
i just want a boy who touches me distractedly
like sitting watching a movie and he just kinds of drags his fingers over your skin while watching and he doesn’t have a motive he’s not trying to tickle you or be sexual with you he’s just touching your skin and feeling the shape of your bones under that skin like it’s physically comforting for him to know that you’re there right under his fingertips
oh fuck i didnt know girls liked when i did this
if you think dean only cried ONCE about his time in hell, I’ll laugh at you, because i am pretty sure every night after he came back was plagued with nightmares and tears and desperate tries to keep all sobs or whimpers back so Sam wouldn’t hear
because he was just fine